Why did I start a new blog?
Because I wasn't posting here, and sometimes it takes a new enterprise to reinvigorate my enthusiasm for a form.
Because I was reading this compulsively at work and thought, "Man, that looks like fun, but I can't draw."
Because I'm thinking that, if I do it every day, I might do some posting here by accident.
Because I know that if I have a form that is constrained, I will inevitably think of things that don't fit in the form, and then I'll write them here, and that will be nice.
Because I think I'm just crazy enough to do something ridiculous and have it work out OK.
Because some people have more than one creative outlet, and some of them end up being kind of interesting.
Because little steps are just as valid as big steps.
Because I wanted to notice and appreciate things more.
Because in noticing and appreciating things more, I hope to become more grateful for my life, and therefore more in love with it.
Because I am trying to save my life from time, but I am restricted by my own laziness and so therefore must make arbitrary games in order to trick myself into enlightenment.
Because I am trying to save my life, period.
Because I am afraid that things are going to get much, much worse before they get better.
Because I will stem the tide of fear with humor and lighthearted-ness.
Because I still believe that life is worth living.
Hang in there, kiddo.
ReplyDelete